I find it really strange that when you’re in a long distance friendship or relationship all you want to do is see that person and being around them is the biggest most wonderful deal but there are people who interact with them
all the time, on the street and in the classroom and in the shops and it always makes me jealous because you want to be with this person so much and for everyone else they’re nothing special but for you they’re everything special

Sometimes you don’t realise you love someone until they do something that suggests they don’t feel the same way and it hits you like a god damn freight train. Suddenly, it all becomes clear and it’s like there was never anyone else. The heartbreak is worth the clarity.